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Relieve to the max. I was praying and praying, please don't fail physics. Because it was THAT hard. When the clock strucked 9pm here, and bf reminded me to check results, my heartbeat accelerated like crazy, I started to sweat omg. Never before so nervous for results. I don't even care for other subjects, I just want to get Physics over with. Thank God I passed. I almost cried, it was so touching. The paper was really really difficult I swear. Everything I studied decided to vanish across my head. Super no confidence. I suspect the uni scaled the marks for this subject, because it is the hardest. And this is like the filter paper. This paper can filter off a lot of students. That's why this year only 13 students graduating from year 3. It is a very challenging course I swear.

But I am so glad now. I am officially Year 3! I cannot complain about my results, 2 Distinction is way more than I asked for. Mom is happy, so all good there.

Just came home from Old Town with girl friends. Made me wait 20 minutes for them wth. I really wanted to chew their heads off but I know they've been working whole day, the tiniest one very stressed over assignments. So I let it off. Actually it was my fault to postpone this meeting earlier to make time for bf's friends tomorrow lol. See my friends so sporting. Call aje, all come out. Sayang betul.

I've decided to go SPK early in the morning, move some stuff back to start clearing Mount Lotus's house. Then drop by The Curve to get my laptop fixed. Then go Midvalley to help sister pick up mom's Xmas present. Then come home, sleep, tidy up some more. Night go out with bf, meet friends then omg so excited for my mahjong time with girlfriends.

Last night went to sing k with bf's cousins. Bf's little cousin nephew's birthday.He super cheeky.And very super shy.

Super long never sing k, forgot how to sing. Did not want to hog the microphone too much, but could not help it LOL. I love bf's cousins man. They are all super hilarious.

I better go to bed now, tomorrow's a long day.
I miss bf :)

Have fun

Yesterday went to Roxy friend's and family sales. Not fun at all. These woman and girls, when it comes to shopping, you truly see their color. Wow, no manners, no patience, no nothing at all. In their eyes they really only want to get what they came for, discounted Roxy stuff. Jeez. Scary. But not as scare as Jusco member sales. Then went to Pavillion food republic to eat. Jiyni's treat man. HAHAHA.

Dinner went to Bukit Tinggi to eat some really expensive hawker style BBQ. It was a great dinner though.Mumsie and me with sisters.Auntie's family.The young people ha ha ha.Baby and me.Us with mumsie.3 monsters.Then we move on to Genting, mom and boyfriend went off to casino leaving the young us behind. I want to play Mahjong! Wahaha.Two loser first lol.Our cat of the night.Kesian my bf. Bully to the max!My turn. Damn unlucky, lose all the way for 3-4 rounds.This was not our last picture.

All of our faces when the game ended was horrible I've decided not to post so not to get you sleepless tonight.

I hate Ikea. Super unhappy.

I am so happy today. One of my best friend's birthday, had a dinner party. I am so happy for her, we've been very long time good friends, and seeing her celebrate her special day, her mom so pamper her, I don't know..I felt so touched that we're all here for her. I enjoyed myself very much and another happy thing is bf was with me. I am so happy when bf accompany me because going anywhere with him feels home, feels comfy. I can just be myself.

I had some Hennessy, super blur now. I didn't even drink much, just to socialize with birthday girl's mom. We sing k, ate heaps, drink red wine, dinner was just so awesome.

You know, some people just LIKE to piss you off. They just can't bear to share your happiness. They're so super childish, they like to bring up things that make everybody uncomfortable. They like to make life difficult. They just like to intimidate you, want you to die die die!

I'm so sleepy yawn yawn yawn. Nite nite~

So happy today. Went to Sunway Piramid came back super productive. Got two dresses for Jean's bday dinner and another one duno, can simply wear for fun ha ha.Tania sent me pictures of puppies! They're so cute, cute to the max!This one like to suck my fingers. I thought she's hungry so I put her to Jasmine's tummy and when she found the nipple, that sucking sight so damn cute.This one looked like Kyser. Not completely black.Tonight mum cooked dinner, we had some wine with uncle Lim. Wine is awesome.

Bf's been an angel today so I was very happy :) hehe

Tomorrow will attend Jean's bday dinner. Before that have to do a lot of house chores. I will stay at SPK to look after maid clean the house, then drive back to clean old house and bathe dogs, then go out lepak a while, then come back and get ready for dinner. It should be good.

My baby sister can be so funny. I love her so much.
Please read this.

My mom very mm song just now when I come home late. I went out to have a drink with some school friends, it was awesome we just couldn't stop laughing. I wanted to leave at 9.30pm, so I'll be home by 10.00pm. But in the end left 45 minutes later that I planned, arrived home Mom dozing on the couch. When she heard me coming in she woke up pretend like she's not sleeping, watching tv and start nagging. Then I faster sit down, bring up her feet and massage. Wah she smiled LOL. Then she say wanna try mooncake made by bf's mom (she gave me a box), I went to cut and bring water. Wow she shut up liao, so relax watch tv. So easy eh.

Tomorrow morning eat breakfast with her. Must build good image first.

My sisters so bad, don't wanna come to new house. And I don't wanna go back because I want to stay here with mom. And my dogs are there. So torned between two houses.

Evil me is home!!!

Plane ride was horrible, sit until my backside so tired. Have you heard of that before? Lol. I'm at my new house now, slept with mom last night. Hmmm...home sweet home loves~~~ Mom came to KLIA to pick me up, so funny because this morning she have to go back to KLIA again for a meeting. She could have enjoyed a night stay complimentary for the meeting this morning, but she brought me home and have supper with me then sleep with me. Eeee....miss my mom so much. This morning went to wet market with aunty, and had one of my favorite breakfast hehehaha. Life is good~~~Crazy boys at Fahad's house. Everyone were drunk that night, and the only girl myself have to be the responsible one, drive them all home. With all of them super drunk babbling in the car altogether at once.This is yesterday when bf clean the floor. He looked very muscly and 'man' I have to take pictures LOL. See his 'fat choi'. Veli scary o.. O.OMoody Meedo with us at airport.I will miss my boys~~~

This morning mom gave cash and new credit card...HAPPY now~! Happiest is mom say, spend this first lar, later give you more. ROFL. I asked her why so willingly give geh, I never ask also. She smile sneakily, eeehh got evil plan behind this move.

My mouth grow one brand new ulcer. Pfftt.

I'll be home tonight!

You know, the first thing I wanna do when I arrive home is not having supper anymore. A change of mind! I wanna watch Astro, anticipating Episode 30 of 宫心计 hahaha. Or better, get take away supper, sit at home, watch and eat together. Heaven.

These few last days of Newcastle, kind of made up my entire year in Newcastle. It felt extra nice to be here, now that we're leaving. The most unfortunate part was we only get new house mates yesterday, two French girls same age as me! They're traveling on working visa, and will spend time in Australia for almost 9 months til they go back to France. How brave is that! Deep down, once upon a time, I used to have this kind of dream. To travel around and don't bother what's coming up next, just follow wherever the path leads me. But realistic hit me like a time bomb and dragged me off my dreams, when I saw the both of them, it only hit me back how far off I am from my dream. But nevermind, I am happy with my life now, I will study contently and achieve what I have planned to do, and then when I have no more commitments in life, I shall be like them.

And so today we went to the beach after moving our assets to our boss's garage.French babes~ Too bad I'm leaving so soon after they've arrived. My first French friends! Awesomeness~~~Meedo loving sunbaking. He brought this sun tan spray, looked and smell scary. When we spray on his body, wow, instantly brown man. Damn scary, we asked him to give it a rub otherwise he might really turn as brown as black people. He was in a bad mood the entire day, snapping and keeping silent inconsistently. Bf and I tried to make him talk but he doesn't bother. We have no idea what happened.My baby and me. See his scary hair.

At night barbecue was awesome. We made our own kebabs and salads and veges with beer and wine.

I would like to thank everyone who have helped us with moving (Meedo, Shane, Jessica) and Woody for keeping our car.

We will miss you all so much but what the heck, see you again in February!

Blood drained from my face when I saw this.All around the room, papers, rubbish, clothes, books all spread out like madness.
He gave me super innocent face. I'm like, did you really packed or you merely unload stuff from the cupboards onto the floor?

Nevermind.

While I was packing, I asked him to get me a box so I can put the "lap zap" (meaning random/miscellaneous) things, those do not belong in any category at all.

He stared at the pile of lap zap things in disbelief and say " You are lap zap things too. Always collect and keep rubbish. Pack yourself into a box together".

Mom called and I've already got a job at hand. Nanny. I'm supposed to babysit my younger sister because my elder sister complain she's "tired". My mom gossiped like nobody's business, updating me with latest Lim family scandalous stories. Funny.

Sigh, I miss home like crazy. My mom said I should be thankful that she's kind enough to let me go home on expensive tickets. I argued, I didn't want to go home at all, YOU made me come home because you miss me. Then she babble about other things cheekily. Sometimes she's just like child :)

<3

You and I know it was not like that.
I do not expect you to understand why I feel that way.
But one day you will KNOW what it feels like.

2 more days to absolute happiness!!!