I love Tasmania

Back from Tasman-Land! So much to blog about but since my laptop died, I don't have laptop to use, and now I'm using bf's laptop from time to time, no hogging his laptop for a very long time. So I'll try my best to go uni tomorrow afternoon or what, I HAVE SO MUCH TO WRITE LEH.

Anyway, just a short one now because I'm going to sleep soon. My baby sister, my super demanding baby sister, the queen in the house (yes, more superior than my mom hor), KENA NATIONAL SERVICE. HAHAHA. I don't really want her to go because I think it is a waste of time, with awful lots of raping and bully cases in there, no way I agree for her to go. But I guess she would want to go because she is so active and sporting like that, and my mom says it's good for her too. So go lah. Whatever. I won't be there to visit every week anyway. She is the first in the family to go! Because my elder sister and me also didn't get it. Hehe.

My cousin sister is getting married tomorrow. The cousin sister who lived with me for a few years (study high school-my mom sponsored that type) and went to work under my mom and eventually grew a pair of wings and flew away, so called don't need my mom anymore. Anyway I'm happy for her and hope this is the correct husband and that she lives happily ever after.

Daddy replied my email only today after he promised to write that day! Remember I blogged about it? How I smsed him that I am super cranky and all that. Before I left to Tasman-Land I emailed him too. He only replied now. So macho. If I am a son maybe he will reply sooner? LOL. I should tell him this next time haha. Just to get on his nerves.

Super boring have to come back to work. And work again tomorrow. Wish I am still at Tasmania, hunting penguins and all. Oh this reminds me I cannot blog further because it will spoil my Tasman-Land's blog.

Alrighty, good night people.

so sick of you

Was it because we were never really friends? I realised. How crude these people are. Not even a how are you. Seriously. I am so sick of you all. I have never met people more realistic, more taking advantage, more ugly and black hearted as you all. You only ever come to me when you needed some convenience that I was able to provide. Or you want something from me. And you are only treating me as a friend because of who I am. And I have been so stupid all the while. Thinking of all the stupid great things, memories. It was not at all that great. I felt very cheated with our friendship. Honestly, if I ever see you again, which I think I most probably will, I will never feel the same again. I am thoroughly disappointed, and when I say this, I am meaning whole heartedly I cannot believe you are like that and I look down on you, despise you and guess what, I think you don't really care. Which makes it so much easier to forget.

I went to watch Transformers 2 today. It was very impressive and funny! I love it. Will there be Transformer 3? I really hope so because the movie was just so enjoyable, the plots and humour and graphic were all very impressive haha.

And I can't wait to watch Harry Potter! I've been rereading the sixth book in anticipating the sixth movie. I know all the previous movies weren't exactly up to our expectations and have been rather disappointing really, but I've seen the sixth movie's trailer and I anticipate it to be better than all previous ones. Excited excited.

Last night watched Vacancy 2 with the boys. It was really freaky weii. I'm very scared with the world now that I believe there really are crazy people like this. Eeee. I really don't like to watch violent and blood spilling thriller, especially about human with human, I don't mind Aliens vs Predator that kind but not the murdering and torturing of real humans. Bf insisted me to watch and say he will protect me -.- I hide behind him half the movie and shut my ears for the entire movie. And kept asking what happened ha ha.

Tomorrow I have to go to the uni to return two very heavy anatomy book, go to the lab to start memorizing parts of anatomy to prepare for Friday's lab spot exam. Enough of mucking around already these few days. Did not study at all.

Bf got important interview tomorrow. Wish him luck.

Off to sleep.

PS: My baby little sister passed her driving exam! So if you see her roaming around in KL speeding or doing anything naughty from now on, honk her all the way home ok. Help me keep her safe LOL. She's a mad driver who cannot control brakes (when I was letting her drive illegally).

I hope it wasn't just me, who think that the anatomy exam I did earlier contain some very ridiculous questions that doesn't make sense. When I left the exam hall I glanced at Kelly who rolled her eyes, I guess to indicate the paper was crap. Glen wasn't happy about it too, he texted me right after when I was already safely tucked in the library. I was very fed up with the exam and gave up entirely, ran to the library under heavy rain and my expensive jacket is now wet and smelly. Sigh. I studied for it you know. And you know what I meant when I said I studied for it. Why is it so hard. I liked anatomy because it's just black and white. It's always there at the same place and all you need to do is remember it. And I had remembered all of them! I studied and then throw the notes away and write them out again out of blank paper can. I felt like a genius last night when I was certain I know everything already. But the questions were just, tricky, NOT MAKING SENSE ARGHHHHBAOULRUGOROWWWRR.

And I had a bad morning.

And a really bad tummy pain.

Everything is bad.

Even lunch was bad because I wasn't in the mood.

I went to watch tv and Oprah was on with some random women and they were talking about how they lost weights. Like bambooza, remind me that I gained weight over the autumn and gaining weight still now that it's winter and need to lose weight.

When I walk in the rain today on my way to the library, I half hope some hurricane would come and blow me away from reality.

I just want to go back to that dream I had few days ago. CRY!

DRAMA happened to my dear little sister at school.

I feel very sad for her, maybe you might say that I am standing at her side because I am only listening to one side of story. But if you know my sister, she is the most straight forward person and couldn't be bothered about what other people think, she do what she do and she say what she say even though it's wrong/make her looked bad etc. She doesn't care. The consequences are always later. So I know that if she really did something wrong, she would have admitted it and apologize, whatever she needed to do that was right. And with this sister, if she did not do anything wrong and you accuse her, she will just accept it and keep quiet about it even though I will boycott her and be nasty to her, until one day I realized it was not her fault and I feel sorry for accusing her etc.

She is not very happy at school now. I met most of her friends, they're very good girls and boys and she has always speak very highly of them. But now that I know all this drama going on, I am so disappointed with their behavior. Honestly, I cannot believe they're so immature and stupid -.- Probably cuz I was not like that hahaha I mean when I was 17. The younger you are, the easier things are and so are friendships. They're supposed to be happy and supportive relationships. But when you're at the teen age, you can't avoid all the drama so choose wisely of your friends and be clever about friends. I chose mine very precisely and they all happened to still be my best girls now even though we've grown out of each other's life and the fact that I am at far away land.

I had asked my sister to stop being friends with people who is making life hard for her. But it's hard to be very concern about her when I am in the other side of the world. I hope she can think properly and see properly what kind of people is around her and whether or not it's worth it feel so sad about what happened.

Er jie love you jine jine. Be good.

Both of us

Wrestling session with bf today started with me disturbing him when he was filing his intership interview status. I laughed at what he wrote. He give me the Bruce Lee finger and say "I hate people who laugh at me. Don't laugh at me". I'm like o.O And started laughing harder because he was so cute. Then I made fun of him, why he act like small kid, don't laugh at me bla bla. And he tried to explain but I sing O E O E O *Rolling my eyes*. Then he made me fall down from my study chair. Wrestling begun, in the end I cried because he almost break my neck by kicking me and I literally flew 360 degrees and landed on my head at the end of the bed. I cry and cry because I hate him so much that instance. He danced around the room. So I forgave him.

Just now he was looking for the nail cutter. I said it was in my make up bag. Then he went and started looking for it frantically and impatiently, keep saying it's not there. I said it's there, if I find it he shall eat up the nail cutter. And he snapped back OKAY and if I can't find it I shall eat everything else in the make up bag. I went over, snatch the bag and found it, he grinned, trying to be nice, I grabbed his head and force the nail cutter into his mouth. Of course he didn't eat it, I knew not to put it in because it's dirty etc. But it was very funny. He was begging for me to not make him eat it.

Today we went to the uni to study. He decided we should buy some lollies. I grabbed like lots of gummy bears. He liked the rocky candies and those long sour wormy candies. But I took very little of them. He was grumpy with my gummy bears. I put gummy bears on his text book. His face, so cute.

Yesterday he was outside in the kitchen, I said I wanna drink honey tea. He asked "You wanna drink honey ah?!" which means "Don't drink lah I'm so lazy to make it" translated wise. I was like, I just said I wanna drink how many times you wanna ask. I told him I don't wanna drink already. Then he came into the room with a warm honey tea. And he drank 75% of it. -.-

Soon we will drive each other nuts.

My sister very emo recently. I miss her. Kesian she emo alone.

Meedo says he will return to Aus in 10 days because he miss us so very much hahahha. Actually the real reason is his family will visit Czech Republic soon and there's no reason for him to stay in Saudi by himself. So come back already party boy! We miss you!

Back to study.

Ever had someone who makes you sad?

Doesn't matter whether they know it or not.

If they don't then it's too bad isn't it. Or if you were me, will you tell that particular person? That you are so hurt and nobody really cares.

I asked my Math teacher yesterday. Do you eat alone? And he tells me that sometimes he actually enjoys eating alone. Mayb one should learn to eat alone or one shall not live.

I was so tired yesterday. I JUST REALISED that I wasn't tired from driving. I was mentally tired wtf. Thought so much. Is it just me.

When you think everything is okay. It may not be.

I think I need to step up my game. I KNOW I CAN BEAT THESE BITCHES.

XOXO. Jineee

Dear friend,

because you gave him too much, he is now immune to every inch of you. It is not special anymore. Not interesting anymore. He became bitter, sour and bored of you. Even things you spent time drawing for him. Things you spent time doing for him. It is now nothing to him.

How you wish that you can go back to the sweetest time before, how you wish.

How you wish he still have you in his heart.

I understand how you feel.

I moved again! To my old room because the it's finished getting it's own tiling. Now I suffer the wrath of winter because the tiles are freezing cold. Tania brought in a brand new carpet, and I put the Mas airline blanket on the other remaining floor bits, but it's still cold underneath my foot. Urgh. I love my awesome bed now because the colour is so pretty.I know the carpet is a bit hideous. But I must live with it because it's brand new and it keeps me warm from the freezing tiles.Birthday card from Big monster Jiysan, arrive one month after my birthday. Totally not surprising HAHA. Nevertheless, thank you for it and the message in it. I get it, heart to heart.Fahad bought me this! And the best thing is it's Bratz! Now I own three Bratz item, all original. A plate, this lamp and a set of Bratz board game from Tania.My boys at aussie home. They always make my day.
We stayed home on Thursday to celebrate Meedo 's passing his Elicos course, and to celebrate finishing our first exam LOL. 3 more to come and we're celebrating already wth.Fahad and me. I have awesome skin. But truthfully my skin was really dry due to the winter and no matter how much mosturiser I apply it's just always peeling and it feels like going to crack whenever I have extreme emotions on my face.

Then yesterday went to Yusef's house to have Saudi dinner. It was the most awesome Saudi meal I have ever tasted - honestly this is my first Saudi meal HAHAHAHA but nevertheless it was so awesome I ate like a tigress. They cooked using dried lemons and a lot of special herbs and spices. We all ate with our fingers, just like the Malays but with Saudis, you're supposed to squeeze the food in your palm before you feed it into your mouth so that the food doesn't fall off everywhere else. But with the Malays the food never goes to your palm. You only eat with fingers. Right? What an experience sitting down on the floor and eating very closely with everyone. I love it.Just arrived. I drove them here in Fahad's Toyota Camry. Must ask everyone if they have life insurance, but they were quite relax after knowing I drove since I was 17. Yes babe. No problem with an auto.Bf very tempted to be a Saudi boy. I remember Fahad say in Saudi when people get angry and wanna fight they just take that black thing on top of their head and start whipping people LOL.They try to shut me up by bringing out this toy keyboard cuz I was very noisy about being hungry.Us.

Meedo's flying back to Saudi tomorrow morning and will be back three weeks later.

Britney Spears and Jay Chou coming to Sydney I think. I wanna go watch ahh!

Tomorrow have to start studying already. Played one whole day today.

Me had too much fun last night, ignored the fact that I have one breast treatment report sitting sadly in the room needing to be finished and hand in today at 12pm. Woke up 9.30am today to do it quickly, I've already done them actually, just that it's very messy and needed to me edited and submit into Turnitin to check for plagiarisms before I can print them out. Annoying I know. Nevertheless! I have finished all 4 reports and now can concentrate on having fun before the next exam next Friday. One whole week to prepare yay!

Last night we celebrated Meedo who had been studying English for 80 weeks and had passed his exams and can now proceed with his bachelor degree. Fahad, Seong and Hyeung had bought beers, cakes and food and we all have a lot of fun playing games and just mucking around.

I love Diversity from the British Talent Show 2009. They're awesome.

Mom said she mailed me money HAHAHAHHA I am so happy. Thank you leng ma!!

Have to go uni later at 12 then go to work at 4pm.

Tomorrow going to one of Meedo's friend's house for dinner with the boys. A treat.

I love my boys at home. Kisses. But of course I love my boyfriend the most. But he didn't seem to very appreciate this fact because he kept scolding me for hugging Buddha's feet for almost everything to do with assignments and study for exam. Pfft.